Trying a new way of getting my handwritten stuff onto here. Seems like scanning my journal page into Google docs works a treat… So maybe I can be more consistent at doing this… Not sure what the point is yet but I’ll figure that out in the process. Begin… then figure it out. There’s the actual handwritten page there….
January 3rd 2021 … Um-Happy New Year? … Been away from the page for a few days. The inevitable side effect of the holidays … Too much stuff running through my head… and it runs freely through a pen (i do not flow freely typing it in… I am often (always) excited by the fluidity of the line… every world is a drawing… every word is alive … on the page… animated saying more than words (?) – There were things running through my head as i did things this morning … doing the dishes is a little meditation… radio (BBC6) on… and & before that making bread batter” … which will rise for a while and become a loaf later. And i often feel the need to underscore the fact that i am not a bread maker or baker. i just follow a simple recipe… which designed for ease… provides us with fresh bread Whenever the need.
I am a failure.. when judged by the criteria
Set by the world… i hate that… and the sense that one must stop doing the things… the important things … in order to please…
