No offense… this stuff just drips from the pen and I let it be. It’s sort of a little meditation to get the day started… Sometimes knowing that someone will see this stuff makes me a little uncomfortable… but I’m trying to be less “comfortable” – so maybe that’s a good thing…
Things don’t happen fast enough…. But they happen too fast… all this time with nothing to do… So much to do… and no time to do it.
Don’t want to catch myself wishing … or looking back. There’s no point in any of that… what a complete waste of TIME. Suffering remorse… regret for the stuff that’s done … the wasted time… the wasted opportunity… Is pointless… the thing to do is move on.
There is potential for excitement… so much to do… do not waste this on reverie or on the “might have coulds”.
Every moment i stand at the nexus – a fancy way of saying “the decision is yours” … step up step up and take the reigns… heed the call… stand and deliver…
There are too many alphas…Don’t want to play their stupid games…. It has always seemed pointless – wasting energy on “being in charge”… of what ? and why? I don’t need them. I am self contained in the universe in myself…my own God reigns supreme… deep inside myself.
Let the white boys laugh… and suckle each other for warmth… I would rather freeze and die out in the cold on my own… than to give up the world… the one that will exist … if only i persist.
