Reflections on working at being “better”…

day5 (“make/deliver” something every week day) I am setting expectations…designed to fail…because i know the alternatives are terrifying… I will subscribe to the common belief – that we are weak and imperfect… and find solace in the...

Little Easter Egg Man

Day 4: I didn’t say it would be pretty… So I grabbed some of those little Hershey easter eggs and molded them by hand ( with the help of a little warm water, a toothpick, and my tongue… Interesting and very tactile… and kind of gross in the...

Meow…

Day3: I have no idea… but I think that I am modifying the aim to be “deliver” something every day… and maybe not weekends. As for this piece… like I said… I have no idea.

Lizard Brain

DAY2: Sometimes it feels like you can’t get anything productive done because there’s that annoying litlle voice in your head that is so anxious, infantile and demanding… and in charge…

DAY 1

I’m not entirely sure what it is I’m starting here… but i have a sense that i need to START… there is a general discontent… and a dis-connection that leads to ennui and hopelessness — rooted, i believe, in inactivity… so today i decided to DO...

Set it Free…

I can remember so many times when I held on to something so tightly because I was afraid that I would lose it that I lost it… and some part of myself. It sucks when you can’t trust that something… or someone will stay just because they want...