Ideally, you say, you want it all -mapped out. There are no directions if you don’t know where you want to go. What am I saying? I don’t know. The thing just formed in my head in response to bits and pieces of things.
That’s the way of it… That’s where interesting stuff comes from… is it? Always opinions… Always so many gaps in the knowledge. At some point you hear a thing … and it’s likely something you’ve heard a dozen times before. But it clicks this time and you have a realization. Happens all the time. It happens with skill development.
What am I talking about ? I’m just riding a train… this is where it takes me sometimes. Today I am riding it and watching me ride it…
some days i am less aware of it- I am not observing myself… to be aware of yourself… observing the action..is some kind of meditation… or metaphysical thing… with “meta” being the key thing… adieu.
