This from a few days ago. Just ends up on the page. Not sure I was able to communicate what I wanted to say. But thereâs something about the stream of âstuffâ which interests me⌠the kind of thing I return to later and try to make sense of. Bringing new information. The accompanying drawing takes the tone and goes somewhere else⌠thatâs just the way it goes. I draw (for 10 minutes) after writing in the morning. I took the initial âroughâ drawing and worked on it some more later. Itâs a great way to generate ideas. Going so quickly you donât have time to overthink it⌠anyway⌠hereâs the written stuff:
There is always the question... of... what is the point? why make stuff? why write" songs? ... make âartâ... It's not about âhey look what i can doâ... It's more about... âHow do i say this?â ... âWhat does this mean?â ... âAll this confusing stuff which goes on inside... This is I how it gets processed... know what i meanâ?I don't know... Too easy to get sucked into the pissing contest of musicianship- especially guitar players. It always feels so pointless... The interesting part isnât how you can wank faster than anyone else or flawlessly repeat something⌠Itâs what it means... thatâs the interesting part. (to me anyway)
